Thursday, July 14, 2005

Mind versus Heart


Am so at ease today.The usual working days always seems to be an adrenaline rush affair, and today just decided to take it easy.The usual breakfast, and then took Mickey for a walk.Stil that stubborn, that boy.And fat too..Was staring at him when he started to choke on the grass that he had just chewed upon.Hillarious...that provided some cheap entertainment for both of us.

While he was busy hunting for food in the midst of those grass,my mind just wandered off thinking bout the Korean dinner yesterday in Hartamas.Glad it didn't turn out to be disastrous for all of us, but it was just weird to haf noticed how some people are awful in communicating.Not that i'm super in that,but it appeared to me that that bloke could haf easily stirred an argument.But well,some people just don't get it.
That aside, the deja-vu that i had last month willingly invited itself again.Altho this time its not exactly the same issue, well,it worked out to be of the same equation.It's bout what my mind and heart wants,and, to my frustrations,they don't go hand in hand.When i was thrown wit the decision with taking up the Airbus promotion last month,it took me awhile before i went with my Mind and decided to forgo the vacancy.Not a bad decision, i would say,as till this point i hav not regretted that decision.

With this issue cropping up its pretty much the same legend battle between the Mind and Heart.Just hate it when there is an obvious discrepancy in what my heart and my mind tells me.The mind will often work as if it is dealing with algebraic equation,so when A+B is equals to C, then A must be C-B. No two ways about it.The mind works with logic, and it is as good as any electronic calculators, it works out the answer for you provided it is preprogrammed with the knowledge it requires to solve the equation.

But when Mr Heart sets in and tries to haf his share of solvin an equation, it invites the rest of the entire think-tanker to the board.Working well with him is Mr Emotion, which more often than not creates more confusion because, well, Mr Emotion thinks differently almost everyday,if not every hour.It is this emotion that is the most difficult for me to comprehend.Heard it somewhere-"When you begin to understand your emotions,you could've already been dead".A young chap walks into a candy haven and is tried to the cores of his ass- doing what his mind or heart tells him to.Its an EITHER/OR EQUATION, and either one can land that poor boy in juveniles.Its that simple, yet so significant.

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