A few to do..

Well i really dunno how much i can fit in within this few months, but i've got all my fingers and toes crossed...hopefully will be able to drag myself to Malacca before this month ends..been hit by Adel's messages weekly...it'll be good to see how she and her parents is doing back there...2years now and i hardly feel it.
Am sure she's a no more the shy girl that i use to share the backseat in her dad's car to church every saturday eve...judging from her tone thru the phone...dun think so.And hopefully her newly founded bf wun mind at all..well, who cares.

And next month i suppose wit my best fren of all times, Philip Mak The Third. This guy can be humbly found at http://www.philipmak.blogspot.com .I guess will be looking forward for a third visit to Sinchiapor with him.Well what have we done there so far..lets see...been around the town wit my aunts million dollar wheels..the impromptu trespassing of Siloso..the damn gay visit to the National Zoo...the steamboat chomping by Marina Bay...just dunno wat else this time.Maybe meet up with Henry again.We'll see.But one thing both of us agree, we feel much at home there then here.Why?Well if i list the reason here it may very well land me in jail for some Acts we all know to well.Silence speaks for itself.


And the month following i'm just not overly sure.Cause lookin at my roster it looks almost impossible to get leave.Will just work around the system and fetch myself some proper days off.Just had a convers with Karen and she's keen to get up the Mount Kinabalu too.Try not to keep to optimistic bout it since the first attempt to get up there kinda crashed and burn.It'll be a good getaway i suppose, and it drives me crazy everytime i do borneo runs and fly over the Peak at 30,000ft, yet unable to get there for real.The view of the mountain from my cockpit is just breathtaking..and it drives me so sick to know how deprive i am even tho with all the glamour of the job, am still unable to haf time to admire the beauty nature has to offer..Ya not even the the beauty of a finest stewardess can overdo this one.I mean..seriously la.......

There is still so much on the list...but just wana get practical now.Having to0 much unrealistic goals can eat you raw.To Brunei tomorow.Has been ages since my last approach there.

Birds of feather. 

NOTAM

Here’s a NOTAM from late this afternoon for Iroquois Falls, Ontario (CNE4):UACN10 CYXU 202005
YZ
UA /OV CNE4 /TM 2005 /FL000 /TP BE10 /RM
FLOCKS OF GULLS ON RUNWAY - HAD TO OVERSHOOT AND TRY AGAIN.
GULLS RELUCTANT TO MOVE AWAY FROM RWY
I can almost hear the King Air pilot’s frustration, but it’s still hard not to laugh.

Flyer at ease...:) :) 

Flyer at work.. 

Goood oll...:) 

Mind versus Heart

Am so at ease today.The usual working days always seems to be an adrenaline rush affair, and today just decided to take it easy.The usual breakfast, and then took Mickey for a walk.Stil that stubborn, that boy.And fat too..Was staring at him when he started to choke on the grass that he had just chewed upon.Hillarious...that provided some cheap entertainment for both of us.

While he was busy hunting for food in the midst of those grass,my mind just wandered off thinking bout the Korean dinner yesterday in Hartamas.Glad it didn't turn out to be disastrous for all of us, but it was just weird to haf noticed how some people are awful in communicating.Not that i'm super in that,but it appeared to me that that bloke could haf easily stirred an argument.But well,some people just don't get it.
That aside, the deja-vu that i had last month willingly invited itself again.Altho this time its not exactly the same issue, well,it worked out to be of the same equation.It's bout what my mind and heart wants,and, to my frustrations,they don't go hand in hand.When i was thrown wit the decision with taking up the Airbus promotion last month,it took me awhile before i went with my Mind and decided to forgo the vacancy.Not a bad decision, i would say,as till this point i hav not regretted that decision.

With this issue cropping up its pretty much the same legend battle between the Mind and Heart.Just hate it when there is an obvious discrepancy in what my heart and my mind tells me.The mind will often work as if it is dealing with algebraic equation,so when A+B is equals to C, then A must be C-B. No two ways about it.The mind works with logic, and it is as good as any electronic calculators, it works out the answer for you provided it is preprogrammed with the knowledge it requires to solve the equation.

But when Mr Heart sets in and tries to haf his share of solvin an equation, it invites the rest of the entire think-tanker to the board.Working well with him is Mr Emotion, which more often than not creates more confusion because, well, Mr Emotion thinks differently almost everyday,if not every hour.It is this emotion that is the most difficult for me to comprehend.Heard it somewhere-"When you begin to understand your emotions,you could've already been dead".A young chap walks into a candy haven and is tried to the cores of his ass- doing what his mind or heart tells him to.Its an EITHER/OR EQUATION, and either one can land that poor boy in juveniles.Its that simple, yet so significant.

Of late..

Last one was a while.Nothing particularly significant for me to remember, just going thru the motions of my existence.But as i was driving back,something just got to my mind and here i am putting it down.

At times its just sick being nice.It is not exactly something that i do wit great effort,but just consciously.But of late it just didn't work out to be best for me.Being nice at times drives me so sick, that i'm considering taking a turn on the opposite direction.With a knock on my head i can see a slight enlightenment on why some people out there ended up bitter.And cold.

Probably its just not me to end up being a sick prune souring all at sight.But i guess its a good turn to pay good attention to myself.Cause there is so much sin in the world that god send his one and only begotten son to forgive us,that i feel i shud be out there taking care of my ass than everyone else's.

And its a time of reaffirmation for me to fully understand now what matters most.And to move on from the least in priority list to the things that tops the list.It may just need some very conscious effort, but i just need to.

Trailing along South China Sea..