Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Love @ Lust

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Love is patient,love is kind.It does not envy,it does not boast,it is not proud.It is not rude,it is not self-seeking.It is not easily angered,it keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trusts,always hopes, always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

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Honestly, it has been a long while since the last moment i flicked open the Bible.It was rather ironic since i was once so engrossed in reading the Book, looking for guidance to torch the path,in hope to BE a human being.But those moments is unlikely nowadays.Perhaps its because the false sense of security that i'm feeling.You know,the independence that often lead to spiritual destruction.Uhuh,thats exactly where i'm heading.Southbound.

That part of Corinthians was once quoted by someone dear to me.Infact, it often appears to me that it was the utmost profound way to describe love.Having said that, i cant deny that love and God is often the element that i consider the most absurd in my life.These two is often the most confusing,perplexing,tedious and brain draining to deal with.What is love,how do you know its love?What if its just lust in disguise of the love ur so into?We all know that its one fine line.Some don't care,others didn't even know such question exist.

Remembered speaking to a Captain about this highly-inapropriate issue in the cockpit (okay this is a non-standard practice,cm'on pilot ar human too??!!).So what did he tell me bout love?
Its a COMMITMENT.According to him,you don't love someone until you're in for a commitment.Sounds quite heavy,actually.But agreeable nevertheless.But if you run a quick screen on relationships out there,you'll be wondering how many are actually NOT IN LOVE?Arguable.....

So hypothetically speaking, if you're not in love,you're in lust then?Well we shud start telling our partners,-Honey,I LUST You SOOO Much!!!....And define lust please...its an overwhelming desire or craving.Rather,its an intense eagerness or enthusiasm.Pleasure,relish.See how familliar it sounds?Shifting a hypothetical point of view to a practical one, it goes beyond saying that you have to fall into lust before you fall in love?You crave and then you commit.Now at least this is going somewhere.


Well at least this time blogging my thoughts actually shed some light on my confusion.But even having said all that, i have to humbly say that i know just nuts about love and God.They're two but one.Where there is God,there is love.Thats what they say.

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